Okay, Hello Twitter, I think it’s time to say some things in a thread, Because I’ve been feeling down lately due to various factors, And I want to talk about it.
So, The first thing is, The whole thing with JackTheG4m3r as of recent. Where do I even start with all of that (1/?)
So, The first thing is, The whole thing with JackTheG4m3r as of recent. Where do I even start with all of that (1/?)
So, As some of you know, A few days ago, and then again today, I posted a photo of another YouTube content creator that I used to associate with, JackTheG4m3r. It backfired, It SEVERELY backfired.
So, Lets list some of what I’ve experienced since that was posted (2/?)
So, Lets list some of what I’ve experienced since that was posted (2/?)
-Got banned from two discord servers due to drama related to it
-Lost several friends
-Had my DMs on discord filled with hate messages
-Followed into roblox games, And trolled until I left
-Lost 9 YouTube subscribers, Mind due, they were gained back pretty quickly
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-Lost several friends
-Had my DMs on discord filled with hate messages
-Followed into roblox games, And trolled until I left
-Lost 9 YouTube subscribers, Mind due, they were gained back pretty quickly
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And that’s just some of it. It’s made me think quire a lot, About weather a lot of my actions are justified sometimes. Although I will say a lot of people have gone too far in trying to teach me that what I did was wrong, Others have also helped me reach this reality. (3/?)
It’s not nice to be harassed, Nor is it nice to harass others, Like some might say I did to jack. I do want to apologise to him, but if I do, Considering what he said in the new video by Mezzie, Jalnnoxx, OliEatsPringles, And so, so many more of my former friends, I don’t (4/?)
Think it would make much of a difference if I did so, Especially to all of you who think I will just do this shit again. But I want to know what you people think on this one, so I will make a poll as the next part of this tweet. (5/?)
So, What do you think twitter. Will me apologising to Jack make a difference, Or are my actions past that point, where it won’t make a difference.
Continuing on from that, The next thing I want to mention, is my actions recently in general, Such as how I’ve treated the Transport Fever 2 UK Scene. Although I have my differences with certain members, Such as CW_315, Funclive, And many others, I feel like (8/?)
Treated a lot of that scene with heavy disrespect, ESPECIALLY Cw_315 in particular, With in my rage moments, saying “His models are trash” when the reality is, he puts hours into this, and it doesn’t deserve such harsh words, and if anything, praise, for what he does. (9/?)
I’ve in the past disrespected his wishes as a modeller, when I put a reskin on the steam workshop without his prior permission, Because I couldn’t get a hold of him, which I should of kept trying, and if I couldn’t, just don’t put it on. (9/?)
(Sorry I messed up with the numbering, The previous tweets were 8 and 9.) but anyway, I feel like I owe deep apologies to many members of the transport fever scene, But I don’t know if they’d accept it at this point, or even let me back in, so I’ll put that to another poll (10/?)
Anyway, the final issue is, Some of the things I’ve said to many people, Is really stupid, and perhaps even disgusting of me to say, Because in my anger, I’ve told people to kill themselves before, and that is seriously Fucked up of me to say. (11/?)
Every single person I’ve hurt, deserves an apolagy, no question about it. I’m not going to doubt that at all, But I don’t know if they’d even accept it. I’ve done this shit way too much, and it needs to stop. Now. (12/?)
I want to ask all of you who are reading this, in a very serious and honest way.
Dispite my past, Would people be willing to accept me for who I am, if I And change my ways, Although I doubt people would stop sending memes, and making fun of shit, Would you forgive me. (14/?)
Dispite my past, Would people be willing to accept me for who I am, if I And change my ways, Although I doubt people would stop sending memes, and making fun of shit, Would you forgive me. (14/?)
Anyway, I am done with this thread now. I’m going to spend a lot of time analysing what people say against this thread, and to allow this, I will be unblocking many people, to allow them to make there own choice on this. I’m not begging for your acceptance, But I hope you (15)
Atleast consider this, And listen to what I have to say in my entirety here.
Thanks,
Kieran
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Thanks,
Kieran
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