Lil’ life update: I turned 25 and I’m in the East Coast! I never imagined that I’d be spending my birthday with my sister in NY. The more I surrender and get out of my own way, the more I’m met with abundance...
The last couple months have been full of changes. After making trips all over Nor/SoCal and Central Valley, I decided to say goodbye to CA and explore a more nomadic lifestyle.
Boston, Cambrige, Providence, New York. I don’t know where I will go next — maybe México?
Boston, Cambrige, Providence, New York. I don’t know where I will go next — maybe México?
But I’m making space for the unknown future to fill my life with yet-to-come surprises.
I also moved to a completely new role and now I’m in G**gle’s Research+ Equity Team! It’s like this role was made for me and I feel like I fit right in among this group of brilliant nerds.
I also moved to a completely new role and now I’m in G**gle’s Research+ Equity Team! It’s like this role was made for me and I feel like I fit right in among this group of brilliant nerds.
Not too long ago, I had a spiritual awakening that changed me radically. I wish I could describe exactly how/why it happened but I’m still trying to unpack that myself. All I know is that I experienced deep sense of love and peaceful wholeness that I never felt before...
And this capacity, this way of experiencing the world, has stayed with me since.
On July, I wrote the following on my journal: “Even in these painful moments of growth, I feel alignment and certainty that I am in the right path...
On July, I wrote the following on my journal: “Even in these painful moments of growth, I feel alignment and certainty that I am in the right path...
... I don’t think that in 25 years I have felt this much love.”
I’ve been pretty open about my struggles with depression and anxiety. The journey has been chaotic. So many years of medication, therapy and relapses...
I’ve been pretty open about my struggles with depression and anxiety. The journey has been chaotic. So many years of medication, therapy and relapses...
But this World Mental Health Day I can say, with full honesty, that after more than 15 years of recurring sadness and hopelessness, I no longer wish my life away. This is the first birthday that I didn’t wonder if I was going to make it to the next one.
I’m no longer struggling with myself. I’m embracing the full catastrophe. I feel at home.
I’m at peace and I love it all. I’m grateful for everyone/everything that lead me to this very moment. I celebrate the losses, the new milestones, the old friends and the new ones.
I’m at peace and I love it all. I’m grateful for everyone/everything that lead me to this very moment. I celebrate the losses, the new milestones, the old friends and the new ones.
The most precious gift was to be able to spend this day with my sister, who surprised me in making the trip all the way from SD to NY. We closed my birthday watching the sunset on the 102 floor of the Empire State building. It all felt right with the world.
Sorry for the long thread oop! I’m not much on here anymore but I just wanted to let y’all know that I’m not dead hah. I’m very much alive. Not sure when/if I’ll be back but if there’s any friends — esp. those of you in the East Coast!— who would like to reconnect, holla at me
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Amidst all of the uncertainty of these times, I wish you all peace, hope and love.
Virtual hugs and high fives all around
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Virtual hugs and high fives all around