tw // suicide (again... im sorry)
idk if how many are you guys were here last June but by the time I made that thread telling everyone here about my past experiences I was already preparing myself to leave the world permanently.

my intention of making that thread was for the world to at least know the reason why i can't take the pain anymore. but I saw the dreamcatcher I was creating... and how Dream helped me with just a simple reply the day before my birthday...

and suddenly every flashbacks flashed in my head... how him and his group made me laugh lots of times, how his community helped me in making friends that i love and trust, and accept me slowly for who I am... and how he inspire me to live on for my dreams...

and suddenly i just... can't do it.
they saved me...
he saved me...
.
you see what I mean whenever I say "i owe him a lot"? this was it.
i owe him my life.

=links of the posts that i mentioned=

the dream catcher: https://twitter.com/reveriewastaken/status/1276837236370075648?s=19
the life thread: https://twitter.com/reveriewastaken/status/1276566125925396481?s=19
the reply: https://twitter.com/DreamWasTaken/status/1267325220622385152?s=19