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this thread is gonna be long cus i need to let it out.
I have never loved and admired someone that much as i love @BTS_twt .
I today and for a couple of weeks ky depression startes to act up again, i didnt find joy in doing anythinf i didnt wanna talk+
this thread is gonna be long cus i need to let it out.
I have never loved and admired someone that much as i love @BTS_twt .
I today and for a couple of weeks ky depression startes to act up again, i didnt find joy in doing anythinf i didnt wanna talk+
to anyone and i didnt even wanna hang out with my irl friends and even when i forced myself to go out with them i was mostly just quiet and i just wanted to go home and cuddle with my cooky pillow and just watch bts content and i cant even explain what kind of rock they have+
and then I literally broke down when namjoon started talking how strong we are and i was like crying so hard cus im trying to be so strong and i just its like they knew how much i needed someone to say that and when he said he loves u he truly loves us i was crying mind u i was+
at work at that time and i had to serve the customers and u was crying like a baby and then jimins speech came on and he was almost crying and i was crying with him and he is so precious all of bangtan are and i cant even put into words how much they mean to me and i dont know i+
been in my life. Everytime i was sad or even happy i would turn to them and i this year their concert was supposed to be my higlight of my year and then it didnt happend bc of corona and i was so sad and upset and ik its not their fault but i was just so fucking sad and +
everything was ruined for me and none of my friends understood how much that broke me like they are my source of happines theyre literall the reason why im still here,theYre the reason why i started dancing again and the reason for me trying to be a better person and i just want+
them to know how much i love them and how much i care for them.they arw so precious for me and i hate the way so many ppl dont see that how amazing and talented they are and today i wasnt even gonna watch the concert bc i was tired and i had work later and the 99line gc im in +
started talking about it and i was like okay maybe it will put me in a better mental space and it truly did the second i started watching it my mood went up i forgot about all insecurities and all problems and i just watched them.i cried i laughed i admired them and the world+
was just a fucking perfect and i was so proud of them and still am. And as much as i didnt want it to end it did and their speeches ruined me i was crying so hard when they started talking about how much they miss us and how much they put into the tour that later didnt happen+
