If I were gone, I would love to be an angel to protect and watch over the people I think about or who I’ve hurt.

I’m so far away from things I dream and year about...
The very few people I talk to...

I can’t even get close to anyone...

I’m not sure who I am anymore...even after crying or trying to end my life

Or trying to fight to stay alive and knowing I’m not alone yet I think it’s better off not being around anymore. Not being an inconvenience and being someone better who could watch over someone and help them

Don’t worry about me. I woke up this morning. I somehow made it despite last night

Will delete this thread later...just needed to get this out