went my whole life not answering bacc

would literally let everyone have
their opinion and stick with that
opinion

‘people made horrid judgements without me saying anything back’ type of context

when, in reality, its because https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge"> HAD to keep my voice silent https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🐭" title="Mäusegesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Mäusegesicht">

every time i would think; & im not lying when i tweet this:

“i cant speak bacc because i know
the words that follow can break this person down”

in other words, was never afraid of
the person speaking to me

but i was scared FOR the person having to talk BACC as soon as i spoke

so

was never scared of everyone

was really scared of myself
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😳" title="Errötetes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Errötetes Gesicht">
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😖" title="Verblüfftes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Verblüfftes Gesicht">

now look.. or, rather, now hear
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im FINALLY speaking

and nobody knows what to say..

so

i was right since the beginning

once i speak i get anxious for the one who has to speak back

but

who all pushed me to this point

they say they miss the old me

but the old me got tired of listening

this new me.. this brand new guy
is still the same me

only without money clothes friendz

now look

should have just kept me quiet with $

cause like I said

I Always Win.

I Win and I didnt need money

I Win and I gave up my wardrobe for a better cause

I Win in Calvin Kleins

I Win in Calvin Kleins while still
biG CRiPPiN for Norte California

I Win and didnt need my 600 friendz

I Win and I dont need money

I Win because of a Tanzanite mind

but today I want to forever lose

will forever play A losing Vibe

if winning is with you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">

today I’ll forever be that biG lil Crip
from Norte California

but today I’ll wish for a safer
friendlier happier tomorrow
SOmewhere CALoser to you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">

so

take this thread and run because
my OCD tells me everyday to
delete delete delete. too many numbers, too many tweets

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And baby this is por Vida https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🖤" title="Schwarzes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Schwarzes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">

baby this A Vibehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💧" title="Tröpfchen" aria-label="Emoji: Tröpfchen">