I was a die-hard Christian Baptist in HS.

My closest will tell you the mythos.

I carried a Bible with me everywhere, not because I was a thumper. Never been bout that headass shit. It was because I was in constant study and debate.

I can still recite a few scriptures

By senior year I had begun to wake from my sleep & left the Christian religion because I did too much fucking reading

Everything was cool and arguably perceptive which I could work with - until I found its connection to Egypt AND how it was spread via VIOLENCE & GENOCIDE.

After that I thumbed through the rest of the “major religions” and found shit was similar across the board.

Black, White, Yellow, Red, or Violet..

The human being be on some wild shit.

Even the ones HEAVY IN MELANIN.

I left religion all together by college.

I was a FULL BLOWN BLACK ATHEIST and my arsenal stayed ready with valid and concrete FACTS.

Which is why arguing against a true atheist on grounds of “proof of God” is a waste of yo debate power level is low. You gotta know the arena.

The Achilles Heel of Athiesm is “the variable” in Life’s equation and the higher systematic order of the cosmos.

That variable and construct of what we experience as reality IS GOD.

I could continue but the point is made LMAO

The argument after that is belief.

Soon as an atheist argues FOR ANY of their BELIEFS you have won.

Because belief is another essence of “God” and thus it is the human condition to believe and make a “God” outta anything.

God always exists.

God is in the stomach.

God is imagination.

God is the arena of debate

But that’s just the bare minimum of the argument around the philosophy of the EXISTENCE of God. It’s an easy argument to win if you understand the psychology behind perspective and how monumental it is to reality.

Most atheists are lazy scientists and don’t truly dig.

I was an atheist for a long time man.

Years.

But see I’m a scientist before any other title and a philosopher before even that - so I kept reading. Even about the things I doubted. And God plays no games about your journey. It wants you to doubt HEAVY so She can SHOW OUT.

The more I read the more Science was inaccurate in its absolutes and the more religion was inefficient in its extremism.

What I stuck to however- were the fucking facts. And you what you’ll find the more you read..

How fact and truth get blurry and how BELIEF becomes important.

Belief is everything because perspective is everything.

That grounding fact curved me from atheist to agnostic.

More reading (and this is how I know how much reading someone does by how they speak and the sphere of their perspective) brought me closer to a space for “God”

The wildest shit about this whole thread is that it isn’t about study or facts at all - it’s about life and personal experience which are analyzed and refined through understanding in contrast and connection to the “facts” and “truths” you “discover” and “experience.

Being agnostic opened me up to realizing that spiritual understanding required a QUANTUM OUTLOOK.

“The first sip of the natural sciences will make you an atheist. But at the bottom of that glass.. God is waiting for you.” - Warner Heisenburg

My scientific study took me from chemistry and geometry to sacred geometry and higher metaphysics- the greatest of all being ASTROLOGY.

Any true “astrologer” has “witnessed” the “proof” of God.

& unless you’ve travel this road of natural sciences to metaphysics you won’t get it

I’ve experimented ENOUGH to know “God” is real and to have a higher understanding of WHAT “God” is and how IT functions.

We havent even scratched the surface in this thread.

A conversation with me about God ain’t for the weak willed and soft hearted.