I& #39;ve been a priest for 4 days and I have this thought: I wish I& #39;d known sooner that preparing for this ministry is a gradual process of becoming one& #39;s truest self. The idea isn& #39;t that you drag yourself, broken and bleeding, towards an unattainable goal.
I wish I& #39;d known, but I don& #39;t blame myself for not knowing. I didn& #39;t know I could be gentle with myself because I didn& #39;t think it was supposed to be a gentle process.