I hate dysphoria. I hate being alive. I hate looking at myself. I don& #39;t understand how so many people just like accept who they are and be happy with it. What life lesson did I miss that would& #39;ve fixed me?

Honestly, had i known it was going to feel like this all the time, i would not have bothered transitioning. Like im glad it helps so many people, but im ten years in and im still just as lost and upset as i was at the start

I& #39;m just exhausted. I just wanted to be someone else but instead i wound up just me but with the added bonus that everyone looks at me funny on the bus and i hyperfocus on how giant my hands are now

I& #39;m just yelling into the void cuz I& #39;m out of avenues to process these feelings. Just ignore this thread, I& #39;m gonna get around to deleting this twitter eventually