окей я прочитала огромную ау на английском

so this thread is all about my feelings after this

first - i so fucking relate to all of the characters in here, they are just so me, they did mistakes like me and admitted them like me. this shit really brought a lot of memories and i am not sure if im okay anymore

i mean like im better than month at least i don’t want to die but i feel barely anything and that scares the shit out of me

i deeply relate the main character - he always thought he was annoying his friends and i sooooo feel it
i mean like i always think i bother my friends a lot and i think that they dont love me because i am so annoying
shit i can’t get myself right now
im so confused