TW: full disclosure. i was not supposed to wake up this morning. but i did. even though i crossed a point of sanity. and snapped. and risked my life. i somehow was still able to wake up. i don’t feel upset about it, but im also not too happy.

with that being said, what I did feel this morning when I woke up. was, compassion and love. which was very odd to me. im currently processing the realization of what im feeling after the “failed suicide attempt”. and for once I’m not mad that I “failed”

bc now, i have something instead of someone. that I know see as a purpose for me being here. which is why I chose the photo I chose for this thread. no matter what you may believe in. there is obviously some higher power/ being that is continuously guiding us.

and, if that being / power did not want me to wake up this morning. I wouldn’t have. so I would just like to end this, with me saying. this page, is a page where you can let out what you need to let out. don’t be afraid of what your followers may think.