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woke up today feeling groggy&so pissed off w/myself
Behind these photos lies an unconventional truth.
I gave in. I make the same excuses.
End of Sept. i told myself:
I'm going to push further w/ my mental, physical & emotional health journey.
Behind these photos lies an unconventional truth.
I gave in. I make the same excuses.
End of Sept. i told myself:
I'm going to push further w/ my mental, physical & emotional health journey.
I've been sober for 4months(the longest i had, no relapse)
I planned. I researched. I was so determined to try New things.
came 1st oct. Until last night. I still couldn't find that same energy which i had from the previous months, worst its going down. But I'm still trying.
I planned. I researched. I was so determined to try New things.
came 1st oct. Until last night. I still couldn't find that same energy which i had from the previous months, worst its going down. But I'm still trying.
(I've got some reality check this morning.)
Is last night a distraction for what exactly!? Was it really fun? Is this real fun? Does the Happiness i felt authentic? Can i enjoy things like this not being intoxicated?
(nothing just an excuse.
sort of.
sort of.
NO.
YES.)
Is last night a distraction for what exactly!? Was it really fun? Is this real fun? Does the Happiness i felt authentic? Can i enjoy things like this not being intoxicated?
(nothing just an excuse.
sort of.
sort of.
NO.
YES.)
Becoming better and understanding your purpose in life, will not be easy and it requires a lot of work.
A LOT.
And going on these journey has some uncomfortable changes with some of my relationships.
A LOT.
And going on these journey has some uncomfortable changes with some of my relationships.
but what matters most to me right now is the support from my family and few trusted friend, who chose to protect me when i become vulnerable.
Only few will UNDERSTAND and RESPECT your choices, and those are the people who wants nothing but the betterment of your life.
Only few will UNDERSTAND and RESPECT your choices, and those are the people who wants nothing but the betterment of your life.
"Whenever I am in a difficult situation where there seems to be no way out, I think about all the times I have been in such situations & say to myself, "I did it before, so I can do it again."
- Idowu Koyenikan
#SothisisDay1 #Earp4Mentalhealth #startagain
- Idowu Koyenikan
#SothisisDay1 #Earp4Mentalhealth #startagain
