As a fan, we should know our place. We should know our limitations. Don& #39;t let yourself get hurt by your own Illusions. It might drive you from a different path. Risky path.
We all have that kind of wishful thinking that her daughter is so blessed to have a parents like them.. but never to the extent that you& #39;ll do that.. you entered in this kind of FANdom where all we could do is support her. We are just her FANS. Yes, a FAN.
I hope you& #39;ll get through your battle with depression, dear. :) I will be praying for you and when you come back (I hope you will) I hope everything will be okay with you. :))