Today was a tough day. Even though if I compare the problems I’m dealing with other people’s, mine will be probably look so trivial. I feel like I don’t deserve to cry over these things because others suffer more than me https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ghu1DdMwxS3VAyB7i38Wo?si=cVS6QiSjSN6XLcYXP-nrJg

Then I listened to this song and well I cried while reading the lyrics. I feel like I haven’t thanked Kyungsoo enough for giving me this beautiful song. I just realized how magical this song is when I’m at my lowest point of life.

I sometimes still cannot accept myself the way I am when I’m angry, when I cry for hours, when I lose my mind. I refuse to hug the pathetic side of me because I see life as a path to happiness and can only be filled with happiness.

This song reminds me again to still walk on the bumpy roads. I expect things only to be hurt. Then I hide from the world because I cannot let anyone sees me this way. I’m disappointed, I’m scared but I don’t want to embrace those sides of me.

This song, tells me to stop pretending, stop hiding. Life is full of up and downs. Just be who we are, whether it’s the one who laughs wholeheartedly or the one who cries until their chest feels numb.

Now why did I write this thread.

I don’t know I just love him so much. Kyungsoo thank you so much for this song.