Okay so fuck my last tweet imma just say things I’ve been wanting to say

Uh, I’ve sent nudes, like, a lot, it’s unhealthy, and I’ve been trying to get better, and so far, I have been, it’s been a lot less frequent, and Ive definitely made some improvements since

April, I have friends by my side that have been helping me with this to, so shouts out to them. I’m starting to become more aware of the influence I’ve had on people when I was big, and seeing all of these minors being nsfw publicity is disgusting

I want to help them, but I can’t help all of them, so to anyone seeing this, who knows a minor who is frequently being nsfw, don’t call them out, dm them, talk to them like you want to help them, because you should, everyone deserves care and treatment, if you can help, do it.

Next thing on my list, I’ve been questioning religion a lot recently, I’ve been thinking about reading the Bible and seeing where that takes me, I feel like if I can get closer to God then I can get healthier mentally, and have something to look to. Next up,

I’ve been considering leaving the fandom, as of recent, it’s become clear to me that this place, while it has its upsides, the downsides outweigh them by a lot, the amount of shit that I see every day is just too much, I will always use Plat as my persona, but I’ve thought about

Leaving the community and branching into something different.

Next thing, I’ve been getting self conscious about my weight and my body recently, I’ve noticed that I’ve been starting to get fatter, and I don’t want that, I eat like shit and I’ll own up to that

But I need to start improving myself, I don’t want my life to be controlled by my weight, and I don’t want to be stressed about my image all the time, so it’s better for me to just start working on myself rather than stress over it.
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Back to the nudes thing

I’ve been doing it for a while, and while I don’t really feel much guilt, I feel remorse, and I regret what I’ve done. While it’s only been with friends, I still can’t help but stress over it, and think about how bad that shit is.

Next, about my mental health, it’s been okay, school has been stressful, but nothing I haven’t been through before, my online life is going pretty smooth, despite what this thread might say, I’d say since April, I’ve made a heck of a lot of improvements

So why did I do this? Because I want to be more upfront, and I feel like by sharing some of my thoughts, I can connect with y’all some more. Don’t get on my ass about the whole nudes thing tho, that’s all I ask, I expect that by this Christmas I should stop completely

And that I can start improving on other things

I’m not proud of who I was, but I’m proud of what I’ve done to change myself, and if you’ve made any life improvements, then I’m proud of you too, I love y’all <3