rereading tpn and possible live tweet thread because i feel like pulling an all nighter

!!!! spoilers for chapter 119 and every one after that !!!!

so i'm starting Here

i'll be completely honest off the bat don't like noremma at all but that's just my personal opinion

THIS MEETING WAS SUPER CUTE THOUGH I LOVE THEM

norman <3___<3

RAY AND NORMAN'S MEETING IS LITERALLY SO DJFKFKSLJS I LOVE..

*cries*

i literally can't process how norman looks so much older even tho he's like 14

hi do u perhaps wanna Kiss

when norman explains what the demons actually are and why they . do what they do it's so cool!!! and interesting

this lambda farm is fucking SICK

so true king

smile and nod!!! smile and nod yall!!!

hmmm. this whole thing is so ... hm. i remember being super conflicted about whether norman was right or not in this situation, but honestly i'm not sure if i came to a conclusion. it really depends from person to person but i don't think he's That wrong

in the end all he wanted was to find a solution to save and help his family, even though maybe it wasn't the most correct way to do it, he had good intentions. aside from the fact that i'm 99,9% sure lambda has messed with his head

emma's face while everyone's celebrating norman's plan is so funny HELPPFOSOWJDK

BABY BABY BABY OHHHH LIKE BABY BABY BABY OHHHHHHHH

HES SUCH AN ANGEL

HAHAHAJAJAKKDKAJAJS

lia's boyfriend

i do see emma's point (and ray's), that demons also have families and stuff but... :/ i don't know, i feel like both them and norman are "valid" in a way. emma and ray are still considerate to the demons even though they've k worded many of their friends and family, while norman+

doesn't because, in a way, he's been more hurt by the demons than them (the experiments at lambda and all that) and he doesn't want to forgive that easily, perhaps. he holds a grudge and i don't blame him for it, but i also don't name ray and emma for not wanting to do that to+

the demons because they've met good demons!! musica and sonju.. they've helped them a lot, gave them food and all that. norman didn't experience this. ray and emma didn't experience lambda. so the three of them make good points

in the end this isn't about who's right and who's wrong, anyway. they all want to help each other out and stuff like that :( sorry 4 the rant i just needed to say this LOLLL

miss girl idk ask urself that /lh

HES SO FUNNY

musica is literally so pretty

h. Hey ray i know ur dating lia but __ u have such a@big brain

IM LOSING MY MIND

THE GAME AMONG USHDJCKSJSB THESE COMMENTS ARE SO FUNNY

ok break time

i have returned cuz i don't wanna sleep

heyyyyyyyy

who would've guessed i'm just skimming through the manga panels solely to look at norman!!!!! no one!!! /s

this part gave me chills when i first read it...

he's so scary sometimes

(love that for him!)

RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY

norman and ray for biggest brains in tpn

i'm back and ready to cause problems on purpose

HI BOYFIE

YOU SAY THAT SO NONCHALANTLY??????????

he's beautiful .

UR FUCKING POSTURE HELP

uh oh

this is just a thread of manga norman at this point i'm so sorry

but also, musica's story is so interesting. i wish she had more screen time cuz she's one of my tpn faves. also zack!!! love him

ur both so smart and clever

(no wonder the demons wanted u) ANYWAYS!

........ hey normannnnnn .....

lia and i talked about this earlier but there are so many parts where u can see “grace field norman” is still there cuz of how he acts. it's like an internal fight between the traumatized norman that hates the demons and wants them wiped out vs the empathetic and caring gf norman

yeah :(

he struggles to sympathize with the demons and being completely honest i don't blame him at all. though he has a very... simplified view of them. all he says is “we are food to them” and nothing else - that's the demons from his point of view, because he's never met the good+

ones like ray and emma did. he was never saved from danger by *demons* like ray and emma did. but just like he doesn't and can't seem to understand emma and ray's points, neither can them (especially emma) because they haven't gone through the same thing. ray is obviously still+

kinda traumatized by grace field and all that but that was two years ago and he's clearly gotten better thankfully!!!!!! but norman's is recent and he poured everything into that plan just for them to want to do something else. they have a hard time understanding each other's+

points of view tbh. can't really blame them for that though

WHY R THEY LIKE THIS

the facade he puts up ALMOST fell here. because of the “do you WANT to?” well part of him does because of much they've hurt him, but the other half knows he doesn't want to. and his face when emma says “doing everything alone (...) like a god” he frowns because he KNOWS it's true

the “i.. i..” because he's hesitating. does he ask for help? does he admit that, no, he doesn't want to kill the demons? but hey, he's never been the person to talk about how he feels to anyone. all he ever does in these situations is bottle it up, and that's exactly what he does

there you go, brushing your feelings off and repressing them like it's nothing :(

(since when did this become a norman character analysis thread...)

teeny

HIS FACE *CRIES*

“norman don't have to carry all the weight alone ever again” WELL GOOD?

also the “you're always alone but that's enough of that” was ray cuz i said so <3 /lh

HELP THIS COMMENTJSKALFKCKAJWKDJSMSN

do you REALLY have no regrets or are you just trying to make yourself believe that just so you don't break down... hm

he's right though... he WAS ready to give up on his own life for the sake of his friends and family, and if he hadn't sacrificed himself (he still did in the end. the experiments weren't by any means a joyful experience) ray would've ... yeah, and emma would've never been able+

to escape

he pays so much attention to norman </3 you're so AMAZING !!!!!!!

mmm i hate how ray is always put aside during these serious conversations though. it's always emma debating with norman and ray is just there to back up emma most of the times - i know emma's the protag but i wish we've gotten more chances to see ray and norman debating and stuff

i'll probably only look through the next pages about the seven walls because i remember when i first read this i got such a big headache and had to reread it like 3 times to understand what was going on so i still remember JFKCKKSAKKD and also it's kinda boring to me idk

before i skip some pages i just wanna say ray world domination @catboyvanitas hey look

u are Evil... i loveYou.....

OK I KNOW I SAID ID SKIP SOME CHAPS BUT I REMEMBER BEING SO FUCKING CONFUSED WHEN I FIRST SAW THIS

hey norman if ur out there

oh my god give me a kiss /r

maybe i'm just emotional rn but norman sounds so sad and down while he talks and i am gonnaCry

YOU /pos

the seven walls arc literally bugs with my brain so much it's so confusing and overwhelming to try and understand it sometimes

HELP

ayshe's backstory is so sad and heartbreaking :(

and the demons ruined his fucking life too? LOLLLL

these comments making me kinda mad

I LOVE YOU MUSICA

FINALLY!!!!!!! THANK YOU

FUCKKK NO ITS *THAT* PART

:(( it actually makes me really sad that people.. can't sympathize with him. i don't understand HOW either. he's literally been through so much shit - ever since the start when he found out about the truth about grace field he's ALWAYS been sacrificing himself for his friends+

and carrying most of the fucking burden by accepting to get shipped out. if he hadn't done that, emma and ray most likely wouldn't even be alive right now. he's sacrificed so much just to make his family happy, he has the best intentions. but he's always fucked up the head!+

i know shirai didn't show us much of what happened in lambda but the experiments were SICK, literally. he was never able to catch a break after finding out about everything. when he said he'd become god or a devil if necessary he wasn't being “narcissistic”, he meant he'd do+

anything to keep his loved ones safe. of course he's not going to have as much empathy towards the demons like ray and emma do; he never met any good demon! all he thinks of the demons is that they're the enemy and what he has to do to be the hero is k!ll them, to protect+

everyone and give the children a good place to live in. keep in mind that he didn't even know half of the things that ray and emma do! he's been literally ALONE, by HIMSELF, these last years. basically losing his sanity more and more because of how messed up everything is+

life isn't easy on him, not at all. he's going through most of everything right now and i wouldn't expect someone who's been wronged so much to have empathy towards the demons