and now it’s time for rachel procrastinates even on the things she enjoys (with lil dash of denial, probably) so now she has a day and a half to rewatch thirteen episodes of supernatural before it comes back on thursday 


#BackAndToTheFuture i maintain that if the opening of the hellmouth included indefinite dusk or sudden midnight like we saw in the graveyard continued over these first three episodes the ghosties’ vfx would’ve gone over sO much better
this shot still slaps
#RaisingHell
Sam: it is essential you stay out of the quarantine zone until it’s safe
ahahahaaaahaha classic case of art imitating life, or art predicting the future? *eye twitch*
Sam: it is essential you stay out of the quarantine zone until it’s safe
ahahahaaaahaha classic case of art imitating life, or art predicting the future? *eye twitch*
what about all of this is real?
W E A R E
W E A R E


imagine me not getting emo over this scene hahahaha what’s that like https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1185050729683308544
#TheRupture i really love so many things about this ep—rowena, cas’ utter contempt and sass at belphegor, dean’s goodies-never-day-die fighting attitude, sam’s empathy toward rowena
just wish i was more invested in the dilemma at hand that we’ve been dealing with for three whole eps but the ghosts aren’t at all scary in the daylight and don’t *feel* like as much of a threat as we’re being *told* they are
STILL SO SATISFYING AND FUCKING HILARIOUS https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187524517863837701
sam “as close to a seasoned witch” winchester doing witchy things with rowena is my jam
rowena “i believe in prophecy” asking Sam to kill her, and Sam struggling against it yet going through with it anyway for the greater good is a perfect microcosm of how Free Will has worked in the SPN universe
how many times have the boys been unwilling or unwitting but the thing comes to pass anyway, maybe roundabout and not in the way they expect because they tried to circumvent but it happens anyway
idk just saying
idk just saying

womp womp shoulda known bel was gonna be another quintessential d*bb era really cool but throw away plot device macguffin character with so much potential (“do you know what he IS?”) yet amounts to nothing and nor has any influence on the rest of story a la asmodeus & gabriel
https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187573869412007936

the “we don’t have a choice” narrative is only as good as far as TFW continues to play WITHIN Chuck’s game, BY Chuck’s rules
time to toss out the script, boys, and turn this chess game into a three dimensional match https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187569306403512320
time to toss out the script, boys, and turn this chess game into a three dimensional match https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187569306403512320
hi my name is rachel and i have a lot of thoughts and feelings about free will and how it has been portrayed and fulfilled throughout supernatural
in this essay i will— https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187581101402923008
in this essay i will— https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1187581101402923008
#AtomicMonsters jensen directing jensen in long-take action sequences with the red light filter and bringing benny back even for a moment is
“Local PD doesn’t know how to handle this”
“Of course not, that’s our job. We keep them from dealing with the truth, with what’s out there, aND we carry the weight. They have no clue what’s out there.”
“Of course not, that’s our job. We keep them from dealing with the truth, with what’s out there, aND we carry the weight. They have no clue what’s out there.”


and the best character development of the series award goes to: https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1192678073935835137
gotta love the S15 Spin on the meta dynamic between Becky and Chuck. Becky’s the one with the healthy relationship to SPN: positive and productive and she’s grown so much as a person all because she made it Hers, Now.
meanwhile chuck doesn’t know what to do with himself or how to continue to feed his ego if his creation is More Than Him or can Exist Beyond/Without Him
and if that don’t spell out the relationship between TPTB and fandom idk what the fuck else will
and if that don’t spell out the relationship between TPTB and fandom idk what the fuck else will
interesting parallel to S2’s Heart: victim who doesn’t want to be a monster but knows they are one
however Atomic Monsters subverts Heart—while Madison & Billy knew their fates, the boys tried their damnedest to save Madison, they were resigned to the inevitability for Billy https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1192694018649608192
however Atomic Monsters subverts Heart—while Madison & Billy knew their fates, the boys tried their damnedest to save Madison, they were resigned to the inevitability for Billy https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1192694018649608192
this continues to speak to the “we don’t have a choice” narrative that plagues Sam & Dean’s disillusionment with their perception so far of Free Will
Sometimes I feel confused because the text states that “Now that Chuck’s gone, we’re finally on our own. We’re free” but throughout this and the the preceding three eps still has the characters operating under a “We don’t have a choice” thematic narrative so....which is it? https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1192691308453933056
#Proverbs173 WHITE SUIT LUCI!SAM GOOSEBUMPS EVERY TIME
seeing all the different world iterations of “you will always end up here” brings me so much simultaneous joy and pain https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1195146186858082304
seeing all the different world iterations of “you will always end up here” brings me so much simultaneous joy and pain https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1195146186858082304
i’m still thinking the werewolf bros will have some kind of foreshadowing, I’m leaning towards the “same result but different means” subversion,
but it is interesting that of all the Dean-kills-Sam God!vision-vignettes, the Sam-mirror wolf bro kills the Dean-mirror
https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1195161483467993088
but it is interesting that of all the Dean-kills-Sam God!vision-vignettes, the Sam-mirror wolf bro kills the Dean-mirror

ooooooh okay got it,
it’s because they thought chuck was gone come to find out through Lilith and the “story” he literally just wrote that he’s not and they’re still stuck in the “We don’t have a choice” cycle
(and yes i am quote replying to my own tweet shaddup
) https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1313996038978535424
it’s because they thought chuck was gone come to find out through Lilith and the “story” he literally just wrote that he’s not and they’re still stuck in the “We don’t have a choice” cycle
(and yes i am quote replying to my own tweet shaddup

so now moving forward is when the narrative should shift to the boys consciously trying to fight against “we don’t have a choice”
which of i recall takes a little while until they deal with their flip flopping nihilism but hey, that’s why i’m rewatching
which of i recall takes a little while until they deal with their flip flopping nihilism but hey, that’s why i’m rewatching

#GoldenTime
supernatural: narratively linking castiel and fish since 2011 :’)
supernatural: narratively linking castiel and fish since 2011 :’)
honest to goodness eileen’s resurrection scene is so tender it makes my heart go uwu 




we love breaking the “we don’t have a choice” for sam’s “we’ve got some moves to play here” is finally seeing the chessboard as three-dimensional

#OurFatherWhoArentInHeaven I LOVE GLOWY ALMOST HANDHOLDING
uhhhh still don’t get why they spent so much time running around hell trying to find michael in the cage when belphegor said in 15.01 that he wasn’t there anymore unless writers just oopsies forgot 


may just be a smidge disappointed that it feels like they rushed the rowena queen of hell reveal so soon after her “death” bc it didn’t feel like it emotionally ~marinated~ enough, and would’ve been better to bring her back before tfw is really with their backs against the wall?
my issues with the spotty writing (it’s BL so gotta take it with a grain of salt and the wins where we can) BUT I DO LOVE COUPLES COUNSELING WITH AUNTIE QUEEN ROWENA SO, SO VERY MUCH https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1205298338989518848
“you called me ‘assbutt’ and set me on fire”
ahh, supernatural family reunions
ahh, supernatural family reunions

happy to report this still hit like a punch to the gut
https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1205301859608649728

and angel and a hunter on a mission in purgatory....well i figured out what kind of trap #TheTrap is

having Sam sneak preview the bleak reality of a Butch & Sundance “going out swinging” ending, leads me to believe the show has grown past that and the ending we will get will subvert that idea

SHIPPER GOGGLES ON MAIN
THIS EPISODE SPEAKS SO MUCH TO DEAN AND CAS AS A ROMANTICALLY CODED UNIT I’M SCREAMING https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1218029214210887680

THIS EPISODE SPEAKS SO MUCH TO DEAN AND CAS AS A ROMANTICALLY CODED UNIT I’M SCREAMING https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1218029214210887680
so good news: if Chuck’s fancy lil pocketwatch of the universe is right and it only goes to December 2022, we only have to suffer two more years of this hellscape 


THIS YEETED ME RIGHT OUT OF THE
DRAMA
OF IT I CANT STOP LAUGJIFMG ALDNNFKALAA https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1218009103076941824


damn he’s good https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1218034058418061312
excuse me “i know this is real” saileen kiss parallels to deancas “what’s real?” “we are” 




#TheHeroesJourney MONSTER CAGE FIGHTING PLAYED TO WITH CLAIR DE LUNE JUST MAKES ME THINK OF TWILIGHT AND NOW I CANT STOP LAUGHING AT MYSELF 




still not sure wHY they decided to go so heavy handed with the jazzy music but uh it was a Choice https://twitter.com/keylimedean/status/1220571709419544576
garth really said Sam and Dean have
major character energy


whoops, broke the thread but i fixed it nothing to see here...
remember that time at the beginning of this thread when i was pointing out the narrative themes threaded throughout the first five-ish episodes?
yeah, me too
yeah, me too

i always feel like the middle run of d*bb’s seasons kind of lose the narrative structural and thematic threads a wee bit
...but they *do* end up self-correcting in the last three episodes, every damn time so thaaat’s some positivity?
...but they *do* end up self-correcting in the last three episodes, every damn time so thaaat’s some positivity?

i mean i gUEsS d*abb took “we’re not the LoSeChEsTeRs” to the extreme and made a three/four episode arc out of it?
i never said anything bad about this episode i love this episode