Life is often a cruel reminder that I’m a person with unwelcome baggage that people don’t want to deal with.

I talk so much about different things on social media because I don’t have anywhere else to put those thoughts besides out into open space.

I’ve heard I do it for pity, for attention, for sympathy and if that’s what people think, by all means think it.

But please don’t take away one of the only spaces other than my mind where I can talk about what it is I’m feeling.

At this point, I’m leaving the door open for people to walk out of.

I’m tired of begging and insistently knocking on doors that have shut for me.