Met this gentleman at the rank on Saturday. My plan was to get a taxi to Menlyn but I had an urge to get di shwam shwam so I went down further and I happened to meet this nice taxi driver . We exchanged numbers over a silly conversation.

He was calling me all weekend and on Sunday we were meant to meet but your girl got super sloshed and just forgot . Woke up yesterday feeling terrible. I arranged a date for later on in the evening .

He came over and I made him watch YouTube story times,Prudy King to be exact ( Just imagine a whole taxi driver watching YouTube )https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">.Anyway, he did while I cooked . He said he prefers pap but I’m terrible at it so he cooked that while I cooked the meat.He was handy actually

We spoke during all of this , about life , and everything. We discovered we share the same birth mark , on our left hands , on the same spot, same design . It was so scary yet fascinating.

Anyway, it became late and he decided to sleep over , also because it was heavily raining . He took the guest room and didn’t bother me the entire night . I felt comfortable and safe . Woke up at 5 to make him breakfast and gave him my moms Tupperware for skhaftini https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

Before he left , he hugged me and told me he loves me .
Me (in my mind ) too soon. And I thought maybe he’s just in the moment .

Anyway , he called me the whole day today , the last call was 10 minutes ago and he said something so sweet . He wants to go back to school and he wants me to help him apply by Friday latest .https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😩" title="Mattes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Mattes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">

I wanted to ghost him https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> but now I feel terrible. What if he gets attached ? What if he’s actually a great guy ? What if... hey hey hey , what if hle https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

Also , he said he loves me again but man , too soon. It hasn’t even been 72 hours

What if I build him and he runs away ? Yoh that gender yona . What if he stays and appreciates me forever ?