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I don& #39;t like the way I am right now. I don& #39;t like who I am at all. I& #39;m too emotional, too vulnerable; letting my emotions and feelings get the better of me. These past few months, I& #39;ve discovered lots of insecurities I thought I don& #39;t have. I realized how weak I am and...
even worse, I let someone see this side of me thinking it& #39;d make me feel more validated and less bothered by it. I expected too much from myself. I expected too much from that person. And as we all know, expecting too much is baaaad. Suuuuper bad. So, I ended up hurting myself...
...not physically, of course. I don& #39;t do that hehe. More like, emotionally hurt. It& #39;s just so hard for me to make compromises with myself because... I feel like I don& #39;t have to, but at the same time I feel like I should. I feel like I should let things go, but at the same time...
I feel like I should hold on a little longer. I don& #39;t know if God is just testing my faith or am I just being an idiot, dumbass person. I want to believe, really. But I guess now is not a right time to hope for such thing.
Errr... You know what I& #39;m referring to. Don& #39;t play dumb.
Errr... You know what I& #39;m referring to. Don& #39;t play dumb.
Right now, I have no idea what to do with everything. Should I do something? Should I let things be? Should keep on moving? Should I wait for something? Should I rest? Am I resting too much? Should I keep on hoping? Should I let go? Should I move on? Should I quit?
I don& #39;t know.
I don& #39;t know.
I don& #39;t want confusion. I don& #39;t want half-assed answers. I don& #39;t want vague things. I just want everything to be as clear as it can be; as straightforward as it should.
...but it will never be like that.
...but it will never be like that.
I just want to see my worth as a person. I want to love myself the way I loved. I want to live the moment and be contented with what I have. I want to appreciate the little things.
...but I& #39;m too impatient.
...but I& #39;m too impatient.
I guess I& #39;m a hypocrite.
