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Me:
I met 6 different psychiatrist since Jun 2020.
I met my 6th psychiatrist yesterday. It's been 4 months. I assume they expected me to be on my feet by now.
My 5th & 6th psych make me feel much worst coz they tell me I can actually force myself to be productive.
I met 6 different psychiatrist since Jun 2020.
I met my 6th psychiatrist yesterday. It's been 4 months. I assume they expected me to be on my feet by now.
My 5th & 6th psych make me feel much worst coz they tell me I can actually force myself to be productive.
Me:
Actually I did able to go to work after my 4th psych. Only for 2 weeks. Then I relapse for a month until now.
I don't think that med works for me anymore. Even when they double the dose.
and now I can't remember why I reach for your help.
Actually I did able to go to work after my 4th psych. Only for 2 weeks. Then I relapse for a month until now.
I don't think that med works for me anymore. Even when they double the dose.
and now I can't remember why I reach for your help.
Me:
You guys have anyone specialize in handling person with BPD?
Bfr:
Thank you for your message.
Our specialty is not in BPD but we do have cases of callers with diagnosed BPD contacting us.
We’re more to listening to our callers as talking is one of the therapy for BPD.
You guys have anyone specialize in handling person with BPD?
Bfr:
Thank you for your message.
Our specialty is not in BPD but we do have cases of callers with diagnosed BPD contacting us.
We’re more to listening to our callers as talking is one of the therapy for BPD.
Bfr:
I’m sorry to hear of your experience with your psychiatrists.
From your sharing you said you were diagnosed in June 2020, what about before June 2020?
When you said you have relapse, what are the relapse? Suicidal thoughts? Isolation? Etc
I’m sorry to hear of your experience with your psychiatrists.
From your sharing you said you were diagnosed in June 2020, what about before June 2020?
When you said you have relapse, what are the relapse? Suicidal thoughts? Isolation? Etc
Bfr:
you were seeing 6th psychiatrists up to now, is it the medicines not helping?
Me:
Maybe I'm just being sensitive. The 5th one was mad at me and he admit it. The 6th is a senior. He use a good voice tone. Its just that what he said isnt something I wanna hear.
you were seeing 6th psychiatrists up to now, is it the medicines not helping?
Me:
Maybe I'm just being sensitive. The 5th one was mad at me and he admit it. The 6th is a senior. He use a good voice tone. Its just that what he said isnt something I wanna hear.
Me:
It makes me feel like I wasnt even trying.
Its actually like a war inside my head. 1st voice said this therapist think I didnt force myself enough. He thinks BPD is easy.
2nd voice tells me maybe I am not forcing myself enough. Maybe I can. I'm just not forcing myself enough.
It makes me feel like I wasnt even trying.
Its actually like a war inside my head. 1st voice said this therapist think I didnt force myself enough. He thinks BPD is easy.
2nd voice tells me maybe I am not forcing myself enough. Maybe I can. I'm just not forcing myself enough.
Me:
Lets get to this 1 topic first. We get to the other later.
I dont know how to manage 2 voices inside my head. Its painful. I dont know who I should listen to.
Bfr:
Hi, thanks for your reply
the voices that you’re having... these voices are recent?
Lets get to this 1 topic first. We get to the other later.
I dont know how to manage 2 voices inside my head. Its painful. I dont know who I should listen to.
Bfr:
Hi, thanks for your reply
the voices that you’re having... these voices are recent?
Bfr:
any other matters the voices said to you other than about the therapists?
Me:
Its a metaphor. Its not voices. Its 2 opinion. Its like having 2 person inside me. Both arguing.
Bfr:
1st voice is therapist number 5? And 2nd voice is therapist no 6?
any other matters the voices said to you other than about the therapists?
Me:
Its a metaphor. Its not voices. Its 2 opinion. Its like having 2 person inside me. Both arguing.
Bfr:
1st voice is therapist number 5? And 2nd voice is therapist no 6?
Me:
1st voice is mine
2nd is I think I am starting to feel like maybe my therapist was right
Bfr:
Are you pushing yourself to recover?
Me:
Which reminds me. My psychiatrist never ask me that.
Give me some time. I'm tracing back my progress from early MCO till now.
Bfr: sure
1st voice is mine
2nd is I think I am starting to feel like maybe my therapist was right
Bfr:
Are you pushing yourself to recover?
Me:
Which reminds me. My psychiatrist never ask me that.
Give me some time. I'm tracing back my progress from early MCO till now.
Bfr: sure
Me: Talk to you tomorrow 
Bfr: sure... just done be so hard on yourself. Everything takes time
Me:
https://twitter.com/hryxalitz/status/1308310682320789504
Read this thread on my conversation with my 5th psychiatrist and tell me what you think.
Bfr: sure... just done be so hard on yourself. Everything takes time
Me:
https://twitter.com/hryxalitz/status/1308310682320789504
Read this thread on my conversation with my 5th psychiatrist and tell me what you think.
