why did it haveto be worse theyre so fucking good this is seriously fucking digging into me https://twitter.com/fyreonix_/status/1313231910756405249

i am unironically losing sleep over this fucking inferiority complex /srs

and no saying "dont compare yourself to others!" does not help because i know that and i cant control it

its not even the art id say that in terms of art were almost on the same level

its the terms of hhow fucking FLUID their ANIMATION is i could never do this i cant even draw 1 fucking frame let alone like 1000

i want to do that but i WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO even if i practice 24/7

i acnt even draw 5 frames for a fucking meme and then my subconcious is like "ok now im gonna need u to make this super detailed thing or else im just gonna make you feel invalid at this skill forever LOL!!!!"

wow thank you subconcious for making everything a "me vs them" scenario why cant i just appreciate that its good and then do my own thing??? (the answer is because my brain is an asshole)

please i am fucking begging for advice

and i mean real advice not just "just stop doing it lol!"

or just some interaction. i just want ppl to know my struggle