now o clock sounds like a good time to have a johnny breakdown so........dont mind me making a thread of me sobbing over some talented adorable kind tiny teenager who doesnt know i exist. open this thread if u wanna cry type beat!

hes so beautiful i will cry it makes me so sad to think he was insecure some time in the past or even know like shuddup hes perfection i hope he never has insecure thoughts ever again he doesnt deserve them.

hes so kind. what the hell. someone will be shredding him and hed be like "im sure u have ur reasons" like ????? hes literally so nice and its one of the best qualities he has and im so glad. hes so pure and deserves the whole world.

ok now time to sob about his talent. hes so mf talented like SHUDDUp why are u so good at singing i want u to never ever stop singing ever. hes improved so much over the years and that only happened bc of his hard work.

his work ethic: what the fuck this man works so hard and all just for us like wtfetgfg i will cry he deserves so much. hes so genuine and hardworking in everything he does and it all pays off in the end

hes so unproblematic. hes never on ttr for being disrespectful, but instead because of how good hes been, his record deals etc. that makes me so happy to know im stanning someone who is reliable and will not be disrespectful to me or my culture, religion race etc.

the way he cheers me up. i could be close to death and he will still find a way to make me laugh. hes so goofy all the damn time and it makes me wanna hug him and makes life worth living

i dont know where id be without him. hes made my life so much better in so many different ways. if i could id tell him all of this in person i would but ive come to terms with the fact that it wont ever happen but i hope he feels loved today and smiles. i love you john.