I just want to curb any worries or fears that people may be having currently. Shit happened. More shit happened. I have the best fucking friends possible. Honestly I might not be here now if it weren& #39;t for a long time friend and role model for me, Manny Aliprantis. Seriously
If he hadn& #39;t stepped in and asked what the fuck was going on (as my own family didn& #39;t even consider doing) and forced me into the discord DM voice call... I honestly probably wouldn& #39;t have made it out of tonight alive. I can& #39;t sleep right now even that& #39;s what I& #39;m supposed to be
Doing according to our "end of call agreement" if you will, so I& #39;m just going to keep tweeting. An hour ago would& #39;ve been the end for me, but Manny stepped in and made sure I was okay, comforted me. Honestly in a situation like this. It& #39;s the best thing in the world to have.
Manny, @xCykrix and I are a close knit group and I honestly don& #39;t know what I would do without the two of them. They& #39;ve been here during every part of my two week long desperation session. I honestly don& #39;t know what I would be without them. In all seriousness, I met these two in
A code writing capacity. The love and support they& #39;ve shown throughout my transition is really making shit better. Just a quick thing to note, if you have a friend going through a struggle, of any kind, whether online or IRL friends, let them know you& #39;re available to talk. It
Might just save a life. Like hell, I can& #39;t get my own dad to ask me what& #39;s going on when I& #39;m breaking down. You may in fact be a person& #39;s life line. Use that power for good and don& #39;t ignore that you have the ability to save a life. Honestly I& #39;m just happy that I have friends I
Can count on. You would need that too. Believe me. Save a life when you can. Don& #39;t ignore warning signs, obvious or subtle. You have no idea the impact you can make on someone& #39;s wellbeing. Honestly I can& #39;t describe with words or human emotion/language what Manny and Sam mean to
Me. Crying mixed tears (mostly of joy tho) seems to be right, however. Honestly I don& #39;t know where to go or what to do from here but God damn I feel like where I& #39;m at just isn& #39;t working well for me. A message for those suffering from depression and/or suicidal thoughts, please
Call someone to get some help. It really does work, whether it be the suicide hotline or trans lifeline or just a discord friend, most places you look you will have friends who want to support you. That being said, my DM is now open again. If you need to talk, I& #39;m here. We& #39;ve all
Been through some shit and it really does no good to push it down inside. Please share your struggle. With even a few truly supportive friends comes a much greater feeling of security that helps so much. It really only takes a call. We really need to be in it for each other.
Okay tweet thread over. I actually feel legitimately better so when I get up tomorrow the profile will be back to normal. Maybe tonight if I still can& #39;t sleep. People do care. It does get better. Please speak up.