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okie i’m about to vent guyd sorry 
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tw // self harm
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i don’t remember how long it’s been since i’ve sh’d but like i’m not even proud of myself either which sounds weird but like i genuinely miss it and hate that i have to hold off until they heal more. i know it’s been prob 2 weeks (1/?)
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i don’t remember how long it’s been since i’ve sh’d but like i’m not even proud of myself either which sounds weird but like i genuinely miss it and hate that i have to hold off until they heal more. i know it’s been prob 2 weeks (1/?)
and i only stopped bc of the public eye. i hate 2 say it but it really does give me some sort of serotonin. idk if that’s acc true but it almost fulfills me or relives the “emotional pain”. i know it’s bad and that i should stop. but one part of me doesn’t care (2/?)
and since the weather is gettin colder my depression is (will be) at its peak https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😁" title="Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😁" title="Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen"> idk how it’ll go down this year but since my schools forcing therapy (i think idk if it’s official) then maybe it’ll get better maybe it won’t tbh idk (3/?)
oH lmao sorry my head is empty anyways .... i didn’t even need to vent or well i do but my head said sorry idk how to do that so maybe another day gn
actually - idk why i’ve been so angry at ppl lately like i really don’t mean it. i’m just fed up LMAO. i would not care if everyone suddenly disappeared or died.
like tbh what’s the point of going to school when i’m not actually learning (even tho it’s irl & online learning) . my school is filled w petty rich people and i’m Sick Of It https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👍" title="Thumbs up" aria-label="Emoji: Thumbs up"> 100 ppl on waiting list for covid yet my school doesn’t care if anyone dies
Gawd ! Idk ! LMFAO i’m just angry man idk what to do i tried getting high but clearly that didn’t work and i just don’t wanna get drunk alone bc for some reason that’s worse but i Might this weekend
i just need some fucking serotonin pleathe https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😋" title="Face savouring food" aria-label="Emoji: Face savouring food">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken"> i dont know if it’s the urges i’m trying to ignore or wtf. it’s so bad and if anyone actually found out about them my life would go to shit. nobody cares about actually helping you. they want the satisfaction of going to
some higher authority and sending you into a spiral. idc what ppl say. if u tell an “adult u trust” or whatever that bs isn’t gonna work. it never does. talk to the person before notifying anyone jfc
holy shit i really don’t know how i’m gonna be able to do this. i should’ve just shut up when i was gonna end this thread. i think talking about it just made it worse wtf
