i am at a loss for words. i cant begin to explain how desperately i wish i was extroverted. how i wish i had social stamina. but texting someone nowadays literally drains all of me. its so hard. let alone actually speaking to people https://twitter.com/miikbubbies/status/1312977277521543168">https://twitter.com/miikbubbi...
if ppl come over i always jus hid in my room. hid behind doors. hid in the bathroom. and the people who came over always knew i was somewhere hiding from them
as quirky as it may be, it has only made me accustomed to fear, distance, and loneliness.
as quirky as it may be, it has only made me accustomed to fear, distance, and loneliness.
now i cant hold a conversation. cant talk without feeling under pressure. cant make friends. i havent made a friend my own age (irl) in nearly 10 years. i am very lonely.