I've always wanted to look good in social media and I've come to realize na tama 'yung nasaba ko, everyone's only showing their best. Yun din gusto ko eh. I want the society to accept me but obviously not from who I truly am, but from what the society wants me to be.

You see. I was hurt when this guy I met few days ago told me this last night.

I am well aware of my beauty. Diri ini type hit itsura na maglalaway kamo if makita niyo. Or, majelly kamo ngan mag sasana all. He confirmed that I'm not "mahusay" which is true. Masakit yes, but you know, I learned something talaga when he also told me this.

He's got a point and the truth slapped me so hard. Diri ko kaya magpost hin bareface, and diri ko kaya na waray filter. I am very scared of what other people might think. Nga diri ak mahusay. I am afraid that no one would accept me because I look like this. Very wrong.

Mali talaga ako. I don't need validation from all of you. Diri ko kailangan na ig accept ako niyo. It kailangan nakon, dawaton ko tak sarili! I need to fully understand that the true beauty is inside. The real glow up is inside.

It iyu nakikita haak physically is a mask from who I truly am internally. I have to set her free. (Omg I need to cry and why am I making this thread that I have a class in 5 mins?)