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im just tired of feeling worthless... tired of feeling like everyone would be okay if i was just gone out of nowhere... Like why do i need to have these thoughts??
Everyday i just deal with my brain telling me "yeah they don& #39;t like you, it& #39;s all pity" AND I HATE IT SO MUCH
Everyday i just deal with my brain telling me "yeah they don& #39;t like you, it& #39;s all pity" AND I HATE IT SO MUCH
i always feel like a bother to everyone i ever talk to, and i just wanna make an actual impact on people& #39;s lives and help them :/
I hate that i have all of these expectations of myself... i think i can make everyone happy, i think i can just help people but i really cant..
I hate that i have all of these expectations of myself... i think i can make everyone happy, i think i can just help people but i really cant..
im so scared of being alone. im so scared of myself. I& #39;ve had pills right beside my bed for weeks. 3 different bottles just WAITING for me to swallow all of them AND THAT TERRIFIES ME
but i always feel alone... i always feel like im not anything to the people i love
but i always feel alone... i always feel like im not anything to the people i love
i always feel like im just... nothing... i want to be THAT friend someone thinks about everyday and always looks forward to talking too... but in reality im the friend that is always the last person they DM.. im always the friend at the very bottom of their messages
and they don& #39;t message me until they have NO ONE else and im their last choice....
i just hate it...
i just wanna be special i guess... i know all of these thoughts of mine are just so fucking selfish which makes me so much more mad at myself like what& #39;s wrong with me???
i just hate it...
i just wanna be special i guess... i know all of these thoughts of mine are just so fucking selfish which makes me so much more mad at myself like what& #39;s wrong with me???
im sorry to anyone i ever annoyed
im sorry to anyone i ever hurt
im sorry to anyone i ever bothered
i didn& #39;t mean to... i swear im trying my best to be better... i swear im trying my best to not be this annoying and horrible... i swear im trying so hard to just be A BETTER PERSO
im sorry to anyone i ever hurt
im sorry to anyone i ever bothered
i didn& #39;t mean to... i swear im trying my best to be better... i swear im trying my best to not be this annoying and horrible... i swear im trying so hard to just be A BETTER PERSO
BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING I CANT HELP I CAnT MAKE YOU SMILE I CANT MAKE YOU LAUGH I CANT MAKE YOUR DAY BETTER I CANT BE SOMEONE YOU CArE BOUT IM sO TIEd OF IT
im sorry if this ruins your timeline...
