the last 30 days have taught me so much and all i wanted when we first came here was to know we’ll leave together. but from the minute i sat down i could feel it, i felt like i was going to be suffocated. the last several weeks i have laughed more, i have done more, i enjoyed

myself more and i finally feel free. and by being free and i can see now that constantly trying to fix us is the thing thats been killing me slowly and i don’t want to do it anymore i don’t want to fix it or fix us anymore. maybe instead of loving you so hard i should, i should

be myself for awhile. i should love me and you should love you and together we love sofia rather than. i want so much for you arizona, for both of us, so much more than this. more than being stuck with someone who feels stuck. i want you to feel free too.