yamaguchi was so happy when he received his invitation you and kei& #39;s wedding. he really was. he had been supporting the two of you for years– ever since the three of you first met back in grade school. he was truly overjoyed.
but did his heart feel so empty?
but did his heart feel so empty?
maybe it was because he remembered back in your freshman year of middle school, when he realized he was in love with you when he saw you sleeping all alone in the classroom after school, under the orange sky of the afternoon. on that day, you were the prettiest person he had seen
in his life, and he knew then and there, even if he wasnt experienced in such a thing, that he was in love with you, and that he wanted to spend a lifetime only with you.
but why didnt he ever come forward with his feelings? or even gave a hint about it, even if it was just the
but why didnt he ever come forward with his feelings? or even gave a hint about it, even if it was just the
slightest hint he could give thay would make his feelings known to you?
probably because you got along with tsukishima so well, that he always thought you liked the blonde male instead. he was so jealous seeing you two bicker and get along together, it was as if you were both
probably because you got along with tsukishima so well, that he always thought you liked the blonde male instead. he was so jealous seeing you two bicker and get along together, it was as if you were both
made for each other and he could totally see that. he truly thought you two were going to see a lifetime together, and he knew that he& #39;d support the two of you no matter what.
but why did he feel so crushed when you had asked him how to confess to the person you like?
but why did he feel so crushed when you had asked him how to confess to the person you like?
its not like he had seen this coming, but when he asked who, you only stayed silent while your face had flushed from embarrassment. he thought you were just scared to admit that it was tsukki you liked. i mean, you guys were such close friends. itd be a shock if you suddenly felt
something else towards your childhood friend.
but he just gave his usual, cheerful smile and proceeded to give you the advice with tsukishima in mind.
and on a slightly cold afternoon spring in his 2nd year of highschool, he was suddenly confessed to by a random girl in his
but he just gave his usual, cheerful smile and proceeded to give you the advice with tsukishima in mind.
and on a slightly cold afternoon spring in his 2nd year of highschool, he was suddenly confessed to by a random girl in his
class, underneath the falling cherry blossoms in front of the school entrance. there was nobody around, so he wasnt particularly shy about it, but it still made him blush and feel happy nonetheless. it was his first time being confessed to, and he thought this was a good chance
to start pushing back his feelings for you, so he decided to give it a go and try dating.
but when the girl that was now officially his girlfriend left, he turned around and saw you watching from afar.
"ah, look! i got confessed to! guess im taken now." he said with an awkward
but when the girl that was now officially his girlfriend left, he turned around and saw you watching from afar.
"ah, look! i got confessed to! guess im taken now." he said with an awkward
smile as he ran up to you, his cheeks still flushed from the incident. he was expecting some congratulations from you, but when he finally looked up to meet your face, he saw an expression you didnt usually have. it looked hurt, almost as if you had been betrayed by someone and
he was so confused as to why you looked like that. did something happen, perhaps, for you to look like that? he didnt like it one bit, and so, he asked.
"whats wrong? did something happen?"
his words seemed to make you snap back into reality, and when you looked up at him, you
"whats wrong? did something happen?"
his words seemed to make you snap back into reality, and when you looked up at him, you
only gave him a soft smile and spoke.
"mhm, its nothing. lets go!"
he was still unsure whether or not it was okay to not press the topic seeing how you were acting, but he decided not to since he wanted to respect your boundaries.
but his choice that day made him regret it.
"mhm, its nothing. lets go!"
he was still unsure whether or not it was okay to not press the topic seeing how you were acting, but he decided not to since he wanted to respect your boundaries.
but his choice that day made him regret it.
in his 3rd year of highschool, he broke up with his girlfriend. he really thought hed be able to forget about you if he had dated someone else, but the feelings he had for you only grew stronger as time came. how he longed for you instead of the innocent girl who could completely
tell that his love was not aimed at her. and so, she broke things off peacefully, knowing it was best for both yamaguchi and her.
it was his 3rd year in college when you invited yamaguchi to a restaurant. he was surprised at the sudden invitation, since you guys hadnt seen
it was his 3rd year in college when you invited yamaguchi to a restaurant. he was surprised at the sudden invitation, since you guys hadnt seen
each other lately, but he was excited so he made sure to dress up nicely but not too much to think that he was trying to impress you.
he shold have known what this was about when he saw tsukishima beside you at the dinner table, still looking as bored as ever.
he shold have known what this was about when he saw tsukishima beside you at the dinner table, still looking as bored as ever.
the three of you spent the night chattering and enjoying your drinks until tsukishima cleared his throat to yamaguchi something.
"tadashi, we& #39;re dating."
he knew this was coming. he knew that you two would click someday. but..
why did it hurt more than how much he had
"tadashi, we& #39;re dating."
he knew this was coming. he knew that you two would click someday. but..
why did it hurt more than how much he had
expected it to?
he stayed silent for a moment, the knife in his hand almost falling but he had gotten a hard grip of the handle, and with a shaky smile, he said.
"i knew you two were going to find each other! congratulations, im so happy!"
he stayed silent for a moment, the knife in his hand almost falling but he had gotten a hard grip of the handle, and with a shaky smile, he said.
"i knew you two were going to find each other! congratulations, im so happy!"
yamaguchi was so happy when he received his invitation to you and kei& #39;s wedding. he really was.
but why did his heart feel so empty?
he knocked three times on the white, luxurious looking door to your dressing room where you were the only soul there, and seeing you in such
but why did his heart feel so empty?
he knocked three times on the white, luxurious looking door to your dressing room where you were the only soul there, and seeing you in such
a beautiful white clothes, with your hair and makeup done so perfectly, he felt a swell in his heart coil. it hurt him to know that you werent walking down the aisle for him, but he still happy it was tsukishima you ended up with.
the two of you hugged as you both tried to hold
the two of you hugged as you both tried to hold
back your tears, yamaguchi giving your back soft pats to give you some comfort.
"im so glad youre marrying tsukki." the green haired male said with a soft sigh, now looking at your pretty face with so much love and affection.
"thank you, tadashi.. but i feel like its time i
"im so glad youre marrying tsukki." the green haired male said with a soft sigh, now looking at your pretty face with so much love and affection.
"thank you, tadashi.. but i feel like its time i
told you something, something i never told you before."
he was confused as to what it was, but he nodded and continued to listen to what you had to say.
"on that spring day where you had been confessed to.. i was there because i wanted to do the same. i wanted to tell you how
he was confused as to what it was, but he nodded and continued to listen to what you had to say.
"on that spring day where you had been confessed to.. i was there because i wanted to do the same. i wanted to tell you how
much i loved you."
yamaguchi couldnt believe what he had heard. he never even asked why you were there on that day, nor even thought about the expression you had.
"..you.. liked me back all this time? and you never told me.. because i was confessed to?" yamaguchi& #39;s shaky voice
yamaguchi couldnt believe what he had heard. he never even asked why you were there on that day, nor even thought about the expression you had.
"..you.. liked me back all this time? and you never told me.. because i was confessed to?" yamaguchi& #39;s shaky voice
was an indicator that he was about to break down, and with the way he phrased his reply, you were on the verge of tears.
"on that day, i accepted the confession because i thought you were going to confess to tsukki, not me."
your heart had dropped to your stomach and shattered
"on that day, i accepted the confession because i thought you were going to confess to tsukki, not me."
your heart had dropped to your stomach and shattered
into millions of pieces, and you could no longer hold back the fall of tears as you weeped into his chest, too heart broken to even care about your makeup and his shirt getting ruined.
yamaguchi didnt even care about anything at this point. the realization that if had he
yamaguchi didnt even care about anything at this point. the realization that if had he
had confessed to you on that spring day, he could have spent his life with you.
he couldnt believe it.
there was a lifetime waiting for you and him.
and now he knew he couldnt grab on to that lifetime as he stood in the waiting room for your wedding.
he couldnt believe it.
there was a lifetime waiting for you and him.
and now he knew he couldnt grab on to that lifetime as he stood in the waiting room for your wedding.
with you bawling into his arms, his thoughts filled with so many dreams he could never have.
seeing you wake up after your first night together, buying a home together after saving up, raising children with you, and having breakfast with you every morning..
he couldnt have them
seeing you wake up after your first night together, buying a home together after saving up, raising children with you, and having breakfast with you every morning..
he couldnt have them
anymore. he never knew he had a chance. he never knew how you felt for him. he couldnt believe that his choices could end a lifetime waiting for him.
now, youre just a good dream to him.
now, youre just a good dream to him.