tw // Depression and Anxiety
Lately, I've been feeling like shit. I wasn't feeling like myself. This started because of school. I stressed out so much that I basically have no care in the world anymore.
I had no care to the point that it feels inhumane
A thread;
Lately, I've been feeling like shit. I wasn't feeling like myself. This started because of school. I stressed out so much that I basically have no care in the world anymore.
I had no care to the point that it feels inhumane
A thread;
I tried to reach out to my mother but all she said to me is just fight it. My mother was suffering anxiety and is diagnosed with it. I understand she doesn't know what to do exactly since it was expensive to go to a professional. I feel hopeless right now and I wish this to end
For my irls, I recommend to never talk to me about this thread or ever try to talk me through it. I'll reach out to you if I want to but I don't want to
Right now, I want to get this off my chest. I don't want to go farther than what happened last night. It wasn't a good feeling and I was disappointed of myself. I only calmed down when I started writing about what was bothering me but I refuse to show what I wrote at that moment
I'm scared, I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I know that my friends are getting tired of trying to comfort me and I'm sorry...It wasn't really helping and I really wanna appreciate that they are trying their best but it just doesn't help.
I wrote this thread so then maybe it would make sense in the future. For now, I'll find a way to stop this cuz I don't wanna live my life in fear, disgust and hatred.
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