real sad hours and some tweets coming

i miss my mom, i miss talking to her, miss being around her i would do anything just to talk to her again

i’m so mute 24/7 and idk what to do man

whatever

i don’t feel happiness in life anymore, i haven’t felt happy in almost 2 years

i guess a part of me died when my mom passed and that’s probably something i’ll never get back

i wish everything was okay but it’s not but idk anymore

fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer

today was a little better but still felt shitty well gotta take it day by day

last 2 days have been pretty good all things considered

haven’t thought about this thread in a while, that’s good i guess?