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Like people don’t talk about bpd and promiscuity/relationship with sex enough. It’s like an addictive game for us, we need the validation of another person wanting to have sex with us, and it becomes addictive to the point you’re chasing your next “pull” until you stop feeling
I would deal with my sadness and feeling lonely by sleeping with a stranger and feel good for 30 seconds then spend days hating myself until I did it again to stop. It’s a vicious cycle
It’s something I used to laugh and joke about a lot but something I’m deeply ashamed of myself for. I wish I’d have dealt with my problems better in the last few years but I can’t change the past, I can only control my future actions and that’s what I’m gonna do
Self harm doesn’t always come in razor blades and burn marks. It can be treating yourself badly and risky situations such as chasing your next shag. The things I’ve done and situations I’ve put myself in that could have gone so very wrong were my wrong doings
And I’m all for womanhood and sleeping with who you want when you want (consensually obvs) but if you’re doing it to harm yourself or to validate yourself it’s not healthy
