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"𝙞 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤."

#SenÇalKapımı #EdSer

This fragman didn't bother me. They've been harbouring these insecurities for so long, that just won't go away because they said they love each other. Serkan's have been very well documented, fueled by the abandonment of his parents + #SenÇalKapımı #EdSer

The jealousy moments we love may have been that, but who knows what was manifesting underneath. The times he voiced that he wasn't good enough, that she would be better off without him, always being reminded about how she "wants the contract to end" that all plays a part here +

And Eda, the amount of times that Selin being the more logical choice was "thrown" in her face, she believed for so long up until the confession that the contract was about Serkan winning her back. It may have "started" out that way + #SenÇalKapımı #EdSer

But she had no idea it stopped being that for him, if it ever was. Once she realized she fell for him, with her beliefs, that's a lot of time for those insecurities to manifest. We saw Eda's reaction to Selin knowing a personal aspect of Serkan that she doesn't when he was sick +

Yeah they may not have played up that connection/bond profusely, but it didn't stop them from having it drilled into her brain from every angle. This doesn't come off as jealousy, it's normal insecurities that anyone would have esp with how it all started + #SenÇalKapımı #EdSer

It's new territory for both. They're gonna hurt, they'll fall + learn and in the end they'll be stronger for it. It all comes down to trust, and that's a thing esp for Serkan, that doesn't come easy. He just opened up his heart, his walls are coming down + #SenÇalKapımı #EdSer

He's like a baby trying to pave his way through this new world he has no idea of. To me, it's just a catalyst for them to reaffirm that love. Eda's parents death is going to be the main issue. Ofc that could change we know what occurs with dizi's when shit hits the fan +