i wrote something for
youngmin stans

----- a thread ♡

#임영민

1;;
• first of all, thank you for staying

i mean, everyone have their own choice, for those who left, i don't criticised them, since you can't demand everyone to love him. he's wrong after all.
but for you guys, you decided to stay for this man, i can't be thankfull enough.

as some one who genuinely love him, looking at this kind of situation literally breaks my heart. but seeing there are still a lot of you guys are waiting for him, sending love for him everyday warms my heart a lot. so thank you for staying, as much as i am, i think he is too.

2;;
• this path might be very challenging

based on the knetz reactions about the thing that happened, you might get a general idea of this. and also i'm not sure if they are still mad at him. so it might take a lot of time for him to comeback.

so just prepared yourself, we might have to deal with all the hate, all the nonsense things people said abt him, when others drag him into some shits. i mean, it is inevitable. don't be vulnerable, but also don't say things that might hurt his image.

3;;
• he knows

of course i don't know for sure if he know or not, but i feel that he knows. he knows there are still people who waiting for him, who miss him everyday.

4;;
• it's fine if you can't be on twitter all the time, it's okay to not think about him all the time

bcs me too! i have life apart from being a kpop fan, i still have schools and stuffs to care about. there are days that i'm not able to write anything for him. and it's fine.

but at the end of the day, i still think of him, still wonder if he's okay. i still miss him a lot.

5;;
• i hope we can be with him thru this hard time

i hope we can continue to show him that we are still here. so many ymstans making edits of him, writing for him everyday, taking pictures.

have you ever thought about what if he open this app and search for his name? and see all those things i might tear up if i were him.

so i hope we can continue being like this, sending love to him everyday

6;;
not just him but we need time to heal to, right?

it has been 4 months already, there are people that are totally healed now, and accepted the fact he already left. for those, you are so strong, you are amazing, you handled all the pain. you did a good job.

but there are still those who aren't. and that's totally okay, it's not that you are weak, you just need more time than others. and remember that we have each other's back, so i'm here for you.

7;;
• it's okay to cry

even if you have accepted the fact that he isn't here anymore, i feel like all of us still gonna cry whenever watching an old ot5 clips.
they were so beautiful, together. i just hate it when we have to call it "memories".

8;;
• wait for him.

wait for him, he just need a little more time.
so he will come back.
i believe in him as much as i love him.