“lizzie saltzman x am i a lesbian masterdoc” or “lizzie saltzman struggling with comphet”
a thread:

1. being really into how women look “aesthetically”/“just as artistic interest”

2. “you only develop attraction to a guy after a female friend expresses attraction to them”

3. having like half of your friend group from school turn out to be lgbtq+

4. none of your girl friend's partners are ever good enough for them, and you take it very personally.

5. most of your experiences with men are/were men being attracted to you, and you were sort of going along with it.

6. “when i think about guys, i think about all the things that i could tolerate doing with them, but always in terms of what i could force myself to do, not what i want to do”

tw // self harm , nsfw

7. using sex with men as a form of self harm.

tw // nsfw

8. only being comfortable with sex with men if there's an extreme power imbalance and your desires aren't centered.

tw // abuse , harassment

9. the only guys you're attracted to are those who hurt you, harass you, or abuse you.

10. supressing your lesbian dreams because you think exploring that desire would mean you're a bad/homophobic person using lesbianness selfishly.

besides, headcanoning lizzie as a lesbian is not and was never wrong or biphobic/panphobic as her sexuality was never confirmed. you can see her as some other sexuality, but don't attack others for this.

ill also add that this masterdoc helped me myself realize that im a lesbian and not bisexual, so yes this might work out.

yes yes let it blow up, i want everyone to know that elizabeth jenna laughlin-forbes is a lesbian.

okay if you see this, follow me maybe? im cool, i swear