icl I'm SOOOOOO proud of myself, I've improved soooooo much within a year. never would I have ever thought I'd start wearing an abaya, avoid guys, giving up many of my haram habits that were a part of my daily routine and seemed impossible to get out of, work sooo hard to get-
top grades and spend most of my time talking about islam subhan'Allah. I hope this doesnt come across as riya, but whoever thinks you wont ever be able to get rid of their bad habits and become a better person. trust me you can, once you truly want to change and gain the love of-
Allah, He will bestow strength upon you and you will always have that beautiful noor upon you because now everything you do is for the sake of Allah. we are all sinners, the difference is we try and ask for His mercy. you got this and dont be tooo harsh on yourself, you are a-
human, remember that and Allah is The Most Merciful

also, can I just say, no I'm still not content with who I am, I still have a LOTTTT of space for improvement but in'sha'Allãh I can get there and please Allah, but looking back I cant help but smile and tell myself, well done! you will get there soon in'sha'Allãh
