31. I fully expect friends and colleagues to distance themselves from me now. They can’t be seen to supporting me denigrating the trust and won’t agree with my actions. I’m sad, I’ll miss them, but I’ll start again. I’ve done that before.

32. Like I’m say, I need to speak out, I’ve bottled it up for too long. Can’t live with it any longer.

33. And now I have to go and sort my shower curtain out as I’ve discovered mould on it which won’t go even though I’ve washed it. So I’ll go and buy a new one, in the rain, which seems apt. I want to thank those who have supported me though. I do appreciate it.