i never ever wanted a man to like me. look at me, what's there not to like? like is on some basic bs and i wants no parts!! dafuq?! i wanted a man to love me. basic af "like" when i should have been loved?! i deserved, i still deserve and i will always deserve love.

For 14 yrs i was certain something was wrong wid me, and turns out something was. i allowed basic 'treat Black women badly by default' men squander my emotions for absolutely no reason beyond thinking that to have a partner would mean validation. The delusion chile!!

the abuse, the neglect, the pain, the gaslighting, the heartbreaks, the dashed hopes, the making me feel like a subzero. For what?! So i don't have to be alone?! i needed help. And after 14 years of pure pain am still alone. So why did i allow it?!

what about the labour? those men owe me mad apologies. but this is this world where hurting Black women is sport. Is what you do. They'd never apologise bc they assume Black women only ever deserve pain, hurt, dissappointment, heartbreak

they defo owe me some senior fucking money too.

how the lawyers call that thing? Compensation for pain and suffering?