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not sure what the point of this tweet is but it’s something that’s been on my mind a lot after talking to friends and thinking introspectively within my life (this is what you signed up for by following my remake)
sometimes I think about moving someplace else, letting my personal issues follow. I’ve dealt with those as I can and I’d like to say I’ve done a good job. However. Part of me remains in sense of searching for true pure happiness.
I’ve dealt with having to sit down with my demons on my own self accord, and I know others who won’t even contemplate those. I guess my point is you know you are only here for a certain amount of time. That is factual.
To spend time sitting on something not so factual and ignoring your true longing that you have deep inside is something else. I truly believe you can be whatever the fuck your wanna. So so that.
My main issue I have personally is I hate dealing with people. It is a drag. However, I believe most people believe in good. This makes things not so terrible. We all long for something. There is a true yearning we all personally have for want for x.
I think true freedom in ones self is leaving the things you have contemplated and accepted as things you can’t change. Because you can’t. You can only go forward in attempts to not make the same mistake. One is knowledge, one is ignorance.
I speak for myself and maybe others.. but I look at it as a promise to myself in the sense that I will meet myself again somewhere. And my better self will remain for all time. Time will tell that, and it doesn’t matter if it’s a promise or not.
who I am then is the one that will win by all means default. This is also factual. To bring this around, I’ve been trying to sort myself in a life not in a degree of past but what I came from. I’m not that person anymore. And I’m proud of that. To be free of a sea of regret.
Sorry that this thread has been diary esque but I feel if I speak my thoughts to existence, maybe somebody else can find solace somewhere because I know I’m not alone. That is also factual.
Debris of the past creates a tide you cannot overcome and you slip into regret. Our maze is to be free from that. Time is a circle. The difference is being free from that.
