Well, my wife’s work isn’t reopening til 2022 and there’s no more unemployment relief. The new job I got wont pay off all the bills, and someone needs to be home while our daughter is eLearning, and our furnace just now won’t turn on. I don’t know how we’re going to make it :(

I seriously feel like every choice I make in life is the wrong one. I shouldve never quit my last job. But I was miserable. I can’t tell you how many days I woke up before work wishing I never woke up at all. Since I quit I haven’t felt like that. But this is the result now?

I’m not looking for sympathy, but just writing it out sometimes helps. I have genuine friends on here so if I ever seem distant or something, well, this is why. Maybe I’ll write poems/songs again or keep a journal.

We’ll figure something out though. Despite how much I beat myself up and blame myself, I gotta keep trying. I guess the other reason I’m venting on Twitter is because I’m trying to stay strong and positive in front of my wife and kid. But I’m seriously scared shitless.

Okay through this thread I’ve calmed down a bit. Thanks Twitter fam.