WHAT the actual fuck is wrong with me, i might have hurt my crush’s feelings earlier today just bc i felt like she was complaining about how she is suicidal for attention, i said something that meant the same thing as calling someone depressed and trash. I’m sorry if you readthis
I need to get help. My dad was pretty harsh with us kids when we were little and he pulled our hair when we did something wrong and he also said some harsh words on us. Both of my parents have suffered alcohol problems, they seperated when i was 5.
My mom is crazy when she is drunk, she can physically hurt and be really mad over nothing. My dad isn’t as bad as my mom when he’s drunk tho.
I have only had a couple of friends irl. During kindergarten i had for the most part no friend, when i first started school i didn’t have any friends either. My whole life i have silently watched others talk and do stuff, while i’m just in my head. I daydream all the time.
I have also never been on a train or airplane. The farthest distance by car from my home i have been is 4.5 hours
I have been to the cinema about 3 times in my life and i have been bowling like 10 times or something like that.
My dad isn’t mad and abusive like that anymore, he’s actually very fun to talk to now. Ok this thread about why i am the way i am is getting pretty long, i just felt like i needed to get this out of me bc no one LITERALLY no one knows exactly why i’m so weird