It's been 1 yr na diay. I was really scared of the future when I learned about having another sibling (at this age), cause I didn't even have plans for tomorrow, can't even picture myself living in the future. But you're actually a gift from God jud diay. We no longer laughed as

a family since ages before you came. Almost no interactions and everyday bangayan. But since you came, slowly, we allowed ourselves to be vulnerable, to be more affectionate.
Then eventually I realized na I wanted to live in the future na diay. Not really for me, but for you all

It will be a struggle jud to raise a child in this economic situation, pero I will exhaust myself jud to provide your needs, cause anything for u all is worth it.

Pero ofc no, I will be more fierce in demanding/fighting for a better governance cause the present will affect the future u will live in.

Hays, this thread isnt what u expect this to be but rlly, I'm jas trying to express the mess inside my head. Cause I really had a lot of fear and anger(?) when I first learned about my mama's pregnancy, since I no longer wanted to live in the future, lest another responsibility.

Pero little did I expect that it's through you that I will find purpose somehow. Noah changed our family jud, so I will work hard for a better future (economy and government) for you too.

Love you, b!!!!