wherever You may lead me, i trust in you..
would u believe it& #39;s possible to be happy for and jealous at ur friends at the same time? happy bcos they r finally reaping the fruit of their hardworks, jealous bcos why i& #39;m not?
it has always been my mindset that i should be academically excellent; to feed my parents expectations, to fit with the society& #39;s standards of respect, and to be proud of myself.
but fate doesn& #39;t work that way. what u truly want is totally different from what people around u dictate.
im genuinely happy for them - for having been recognized, they deserve it, ikt. as i write this thread, i came into realization that perhaps, God wants me to take the other path - serving others.