hm. just gonna tweet to myself and ignore main

i dont even know why i care so much, since im not immersed in the hypmic fandom anymore. im into utaites and games but i still hold some sort of love for the characters so thats probably whats keeping me there

either way im not as excited about stuff as everybody else is why should i care... let them have their fun. im pretty used to being alone anyway. will have to make do with my own company. but of course it still kinda hurts

i feel like im complaining at this point. “if youre so lonely why not go back and interact with people and immerse yourself again” i lost interest, main is pretty tolling and i feel as if i have to keep up with ALL my moots or else theyre gonna not like me and hate me, and again

i lost interest plus theres a lot of drama... please... i know its nighttime and these kinda thoughts are normal but please leave me be... let me enjoy my own interests in peace...

im not having a bad night or anything its meh but yeah. main is very tiring and i feel

as if i have to keep up or else i wont fit in. thats it. thats literally the root of this. “i wont fit in.” so fucking dumb right :)

anyways yeah this thread is directed at a wall no one would read this so its alright. will continue flooding the tls of the poor people who

follow me.