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imma rant ab smthn real quick bc it pisses me off (see thread)
so i was friend with this person right, im gonna call them mari for privacy reasons. we were friends since december 2019, and we had been talking since then. they caught feelings for me early on and i told them that i wanted to take it slow and talk more bc we had just started +
talking. they said they understood and we continued as friends. i was going through a really hard time for the first few months of quarantine, i didnt talk or see anyone outside of my immediate family. i was going thru shit mentally. and they got upset w me because i didnt tell +
them that i was gonna be gone. i admitted that it was my fault and that i neglected to tell them that i wasnt going to be talking to anyone. at this time, i was dealing with a lot of stuff and i had realized i really liked them. romantically. and i told them that. +
mari asked me out, and of course i said yes, and then ended up telling me the next day that they werent ready for a relationship. i was confused bc they were the one that asked me out but i understood and i gave them what they wanted. so fast forward to august of 2020, +
we were fine, they acted like everything was okay and that we were completely cool. we flirted with eachother a lot bc that was just what we did. we both liked eachother and knew that, it was just that mari wasnt ready. but on august 14, they ghosted me. out of nowhere +
completely unexpected. they blocked me on snapchat, my number, instagram, tiktok, twitter, everything. i was panicking, they hadnt said anything to me about dissociating with me, or cutting me off. i ended up spam texting their friend on instagram. as some people know +
i have really bad separation anxiety and abandonment issues. i was crying and hyperventilating and i couldnt think or breathe because i thought i did something wrong. i spam texted their friend and they never answered, but mari had ended up texting me the next day. +
this was on august 14.
