i don’t understand how connecticut managed to get some of the shittiest people all bundled into its smash scene. like it’s truly amazing how awful some of the people are.

in the current moment my chances of returning to the scene is literally nonexistent. i don’t want to come back to locals where i know these people will be present. i deserve to be treated better than i have been and i don’t deserve to be surrounded by narcissistic asshats.

and ofc, if we are on good terms, this thread isn’t about you. i am so grateful for the kind people i’ve met within the scene and the experiences they’ve given me. thank you for being a light in the dark.