hdhdjfhskdn so today is my 6 month anniversary with my girlfriend (shes so adorable and sweet im so in love with her im so lucky to have her) and i was working on a Thinghttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="™️" title="Registered-Trade-Mark-Symbol" aria-label="Emoji: Registered-Trade-Mark-Symbol"> for her and i meant to stay up last night to finish but i fell asleep before i could do anything+

+and i wanna finish it before she gets home from school (so 3 pm EST) and i really want it to be perfect im so worried that it wont turn out as nice as i hoped for it to be cuz shes so amazing and she deserves the world and i dont have the money or supplies to+

+do anything big for her so i decided to write about her cuz writings what i do best yk??? and i n e e d this to be as perfect as she is (not that anything could ever be as great as her) and from what i know shes drawing something for me and shes such an incredible artist+

+theres no way for me to compare to that with something i made in the notes app but i have nothing else except for a "happy 6 month anniversary my love" text and i wanna go somewhere with her but i cant cuz quarantine and schoolwork and i really hope that she likes+

+what i did because im trying to convey all of my emotions for her with this project (im typically not very verbal about my affection, touch and quality time are my love languages) and im doing it metaphorically cuz thats what my adhd fantasy author brain does best+

+but its so difficult to word the amount of love and appreciation i have for her because shes just that amazing and i want her to realize that shes amazing and beautiful and i love her because she helped me to love myself and im hoping that with this project i can+

+help her to love herself more too cuz i know it& #39;s something she struggles with from time to time. anyways i cant say anything else in case she sees this thread cuz i dont wanna completely spoil it for her but Maddy if you see this i love you, happy 6 month anniversary [END]