I am genuinely sobbing on the way to work rn cause today’s the first day without my favorite boss and I hold so much genuinely love and respect for her. I’m gonna miss her so much but I’m so thankful for everything she taught me and all the opportunity shes ever given me.
That being said..... I’ve come to realize how truly blessed I am to have transferred over here. Paramount weighed so heavily on my mental health even before I entered my last incredibly manipulative, conniving and emotionally abusive relationship.
But the issue was really only amplified by dating a shitty coworker. Maybe this job isn’t my passion in life but in EVERYTHING I do my main thought is could this be done without my presence? Is my being here of actual benefit or could this get done just the same without me?
I never like feeling useless and I make sure I have the knowledge and fire to back that up. But it’s hard to continually give the best of yourself when you’re seen as a fucking joke.
I am NOT one tho. I am beyond fucking appreciated here. I had gotten slightly nervous this week but my boss told me if the new one sees in me what she and the rest of the store sees in me, I’ll be beyond fine. This woman has believed in me thru everything these Past two years.
She got me a second job when I needed to move out temporarily. She offered to let me crash on her couch. She answered my calls always when I needed her. She allowed me to transfer when I would have otherwise quit bc I was being harassed at work and other management DIDNT care.
This woman has always gone above and beyond for me and I wouldn’t be the person I am without her, in the best possible way. She has lit a fire within me that I’ll have to keep going on my own but she’s also given me the tools to do that. (End of thread I guess)