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in memory of his soul, eto ang kwento namin.
we met in UPD, not sure kung & #39;yan ba yung right term since i didn& #39;t remember that much about him. although he claims that we talked a couple of times, i still could not vividly take into memory those moments that we did. ++ https://twitter.com/supernegatrona/status/1310948945770709000">https://twitter.com/supernega...
we met in UPD, not sure kung & #39;yan ba yung right term since i didn& #39;t remember that much about him. although he claims that we talked a couple of times, i still could not vividly take into memory those moments that we did. ++ https://twitter.com/supernegatrona/status/1310948945770709000">https://twitter.com/supernega...
you see, i have this sickness na i could only remember fragments sa past but anyway, that& #39;s not really the point. going back, i left UP for some reasons concerning my health, and i told myself that i would have no regrets and that i& #39;d be making the right decision. ++
a year later, i got better and started a new life in a new school again. then corona happened. hindi naman sa desperada, pero i wanted someone to talk to. quarantine did take a toll on my mental health. and then on one day of august, someone messaged me on my cc account.
these were his first messages. syempre naman, i got intrigued kasi i didn& #39;t make much acquaintances sa UP, considering na hindi naman ako nagtagal doon.
so then we talked. usually nag-uusap kami sa gabi. i thought baka yun lang naman yung free niya. and i also thought to myself, there& #39;s no harm in talking with him naman, because he knew me (i& #39;ll be tweeting later sa thread as to how he knew my name and all)
days passed. and we kept talking. unti-unti i could feel that feelings were starting to develop. and lagi akong nag-aabang sa messages niya. everything was fine until i received these messages from him.
yes you read it right, he had cancer, aside from that, he also had HCM.
yes you read it right, he had cancer, aside from that, he also had HCM.
ang hirap. i did not know if i should distance myself or not because i knew i was going to lose him soon. you might say i& #39;m shallow but i tend to let my emotions take over me easily, and i get easily attached to people, considering that i& #39;m a loyal one to my friends.
and so ofcourse, i decided to keep on talking with him. i still had many questions in mind, and i had to find out for myself if all of these were true or not. he eventually created a twt account, for us to talk more privately since open sa lahat naman yung cc.
again, we would talk usually during the night. that& #39;s pretty something since hindi ako lagi nagpupuyat but for him, i did. we talked about almost anything. his life, lovelife to be exact, his family, his life after knowing his illnesses, his favorites. we would share songs also.
there would be even times na nakakalimutan ko na may sakit pala siya, but then reality would hit me everytime bago ako matulog. i was going to lose him soon. and i had to do something. there would be nights that i would start to cry, carrying the thought na mamamatay siya.
but even so, i acted like everything was normal. everyday kakamustahin ko siya and the other usual things. then before i knew it, he was to be placed under an induced coma because his panic attacks were affecting his health too. he had to rest bc kung hindi, that would be it.
these were his messages before he got into the process.
i waited. everyday, his ate would send me songs na gusto sana niyang iparinig sa akin. it was a long and agonizing wait, but after a week, i got the news that he finally woke up. it was a relief, but i knew his time was short. these were some of the messages i received.
prior to that pala, when he was still awake, inamin ko na crush ko siya hahahaha
ofc he sent me this too hahaha
going back, sobrang saya ko talaga na he did wake up from the process. sinabi ko sa sarili ko na i had to make a move soon before it& #39;s too late. because if i didn& #39;t, alam kong i& #39;d regret this forever.
i mentioned earlier that i& #39;d tell you all sa thread about how he knew my name. so eto.
you might ask. naging kami ba? well here& #39;s the answer.
to make the story short, the day i dreaded came. how i wish iba nalang yung sinabi ko sa& #39;yo before you left me.
he left me on the 27th of September.
then that was it. i cried and cried, the same way i cried before he was placed into an induced coma. but i had to pull myself together, i had to accept everything. he was gone. and i can& #39;t do anything about it anymore.
tomorrow is your burial, and i already sent a video to your family, with my final words. do know na naging masaya ako, knowing that you spent your last days here on earth with me.
again, rest easy, my liwanag. & #39;til we see each other in the next lifetime.
to those who took the time to read our thread, thank you, and please pray for him and his family. :)
to those who took the time to read our thread, thank you, and please pray for him and his family. :)
and sa lahat ng nag-dm, at nag-extend ng well-wishes nila and condolences, thank you so much. i& #39;ll make sure that his family will know it too :)
here& #39;s some of the songs we shared. https://open.spotify.com/track/3MrWxJaD2AT0W9DjWF64Vm?si=4Ko0vJULSgWEMMgTvAoojA">https://open.spotify.com/track/3Mr...
https://open.spotify.com/track/3TMvKeEMDeZNzeFeU8kJCx?si=CdCrax5DR42Y80h5UnGJ5Q">https://open.spotify.com/track/3TM...
https://open.spotify.com/track/2s5B2qJSK8kbFyFRiRq06b?si=dO7IK0bKQ8ScHDwchnjTJQ">https://open.spotify.com/track/2s5...
https://open.spotify.com/track/5EYBryPOgIEPB7r5QIy6eG?si=Qqs8FxZ7QAmAAVADdcDTaA">https://open.spotify.com/track/5EY...
https://open.spotify.com/track/0My8NPmENHrN5W7OfgZnZJ?si=2VDApgkFRS2vQdKnmL1Obg">https://open.spotify.com/track/0My...
and the last one. https://open.spotify.com/track/2ccNaerby1wXA993dY6XsR?si=9gJfzK1mRtGSO68kRe68Lg">https://open.spotify.com/track/2cc...
